Join us with libations and preferred substances as we look back on the beautiful dumpster fire that was 2024.

—(1:27) 4-wings episode postpartum —(9:39) “This podcast used to be good” —(14:48) More Alexandra vs Emeka shit talk —(21:28) Welcome to our end of year 4 drunk pod —(24:10) What we’ve contributed to the enneagram —(29:30) Embodying real spirituality —(35:20) 2024 highlights - Akashic Records —(39:58) Instinct zone stems —(43:05) The heart center and 3w2 vs 3w4 —(1:02:10) Josh’s object relations theory —(1:09:36) ChatGPT can’t mimic DG’s writing style —(1:14:44) The dream girls and kung-fu / Unshaming the types with Kristen —(1:24:39) Withdrawn excursions to the backrooms / Before and after of sexual —(1:28:48) Mushroom trips and depression —(1:41:01) Toronto meetup and social as easy exchange —(1:49:17) New most hated types —(1:54:17) 137 ted talk trifix and Musk being weird —(2:04:05) The year of frustration dreams and fantasy / 4 as a fantasy type —(2:23:16) 3w4 American psycho episode with Louis —(2:32:25) Most redeemed types —(2:41:51) Relationship between identity and sexuality / masculinity and feminine polarities

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After an unfathomable delay we’ve returned to the wings series. **send in your questions and comments for episode #200 bonanza**

—(1:27) Alexandra gaslighting us about why she gave up on the wing series —(12:25) 4-wings intro —(17:53) 9 vs 4 differences / 4’s off-putting emotional aggression —(23:17) The ambient emotional friction of 4 / frustrated reactivity as a self-protecting boundary —(29:05) 4w3’s formed self-identity vs 4w5’s formless god particle —(34:14) 4w5 being in the dark about itself —(38:33) 4w3 representing something beyond the map —(42:29) 4w3 refining personal subjective taste into a unique ‘thing’ —(49:09) 4w3 vs 4w5 in interviews / the self-contained rejection offering of 4w5 —(53:39) 4w3’s aloof sommelier identity —(58:37) 4w3 operatic stylization vs 4w5 bottomless mystery —(1:06:35) The decaying dark matter anti-style of 4w5 / https://www.instagram.com/the__ljilja/ —(1:10:47) How we feel talking about our heart center type —(1:13:21) What 4w5s are like in the wild —(1:24:20) Luigi Luigi

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Continuing where we left off with John and Kristen of the Sinsomnia podcast on the archetypal feminine/masculine myths in Star Wars. **start sending in your questions and comments for episode #200**

—(1:27) Couples that look like siblings —(5:50) The different splits in masculine/feminine psyche —(8:06) Social shadow work to understand sexual instinct/individuation —(9:52) Seeing masculine/feminine as energies rather than compartmentalized roles —(13:53) Anger’s role in the sexual instinct —(16:38) The idea of integration, holding the tension —(18:15) Being able to stretch and expand creatively —(19:14) Mother projections, living in paradox —(24:33) A neutralizing force versus an activating force —(30:12) Libidinal energy being trapped in the mother —(31:56) Zooming out with Gurdjieff —(41:30) Attunement to the unconscious energies of the centers and instincts —(45:03) Understanding instinctual and neurotic fear —(49:37) The terror of police body cam footage in suburban America —(54:29) The aesthetic realm and its role in reality’s horror show
—(56:58) Concretizing murder in the image of slaying the dragon —(1:03:37) Art pulling you out of knowing and certainty —(1:07:53) Moving towards your death, keeping things novel

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Buy John’s instinct book for christmas: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0578784971/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_glt_fabc_VZ3VZVEG0M1RY42AWN2T

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